Milk Thistle Palpitations

Marasma working

After one year my last post, gift (Merry Christmas to my precious !!!!) 2 readers, even readers, these words that I put together in a time where I am comfortable hour and a half at home, alone or better in Samy water company of the turtle and canary Cippy Canarotti singing inspired by the music of PFM that make me a soundtrack.

you'll wonder: What am I doing at home since today is Friday 17 and is the 10:18?

Basically, because the company I worked for went into a liquidity crisis: there was so much work to do, but if the work does not end, the money did not arrive and then you can not finish the work ... crash!
So I'm at home since August and this month only I could see the money allowance of layoff, one-third of my salary but still useful. Indeed essential, I have already spent almost all and all for the important things and not be postponed.

Another downside to this whole thing is that living a life less regular, I can not keep my weight under control as before. I'm at home, so lunch is always me who cook, those who turn to lunch. So having to deal with food I can not force myself to eat little, eat their fill anyway. In the office during the pause of the lunch I took tea with two Meanwhile, biscuits and distracted me with a little 'chat and in doing so last year I had gotten rid of 10 kg of weight that weighed me down when I was a student. So now it pains me to see I'm losing part of that achievement.

Under general uncertainty I started working as a consultant on behalf of other companies and thus enjoy the advantages and disadvantages of working independently.
In fact I had to work that way for a long time, but I never had the courage to make that final choice. It was not a matter of cowardice, but of economic calculation: up to 2009 my wife was a teacher under a temporary work, so there was a need for a salary stable monthly to provide security to the family (we have two girls of 6 and 11 years). Since last year, finally got a chair that I have now fixed and I lost stability .... life is just a real wheel? Today you, tomorrow for me ... The important thing is that the sum never goes below zero.

For several weeks I hoped it would be possible within a certain limit aggregate compensation from the proceeds of my advice but I have found that it was not possible. So I must give up the allowance if I want my work I will be paid. And who wants to work for free? And so in January I will be tightrope without a net, unless I do not recall at the office, of course. The farm

fact come regularly voices of rebirth, some of my colleagues have returned to work, while the VAT in January will take to regularize my work to be autonomous. Every time someone calls to stare at job interviews, so far not been able to pass anyone, but sooner or later it'll take what I want and then what will I do?? But why do you ask for advice when I myself who do not understand I'm in a club?? : D vabbeh ok I vented a bit '.

Well, I'm not so bad at home. Meanwhile, there are always at home, but every now and then I go back to the office just to sign papers and say goodbye to colleagues who have returned, heard the rumors business, healing those who have resigned and shall return soon to hear that. I hear it from October, now we've made the call: I'll believe it when the boss I will phone home.

But I also have other reasons to leave home at least twice a week to accompany the girls to school and / or I'm going to take the afternoon. In September, we all went cycling, I only went there in October and Irina was carrying the luggage rack, then it started to rain and I had to go to the car ... and now is also cold. When it does not rain, Nadia goes to school on foot with friends who live nearby. But if it rains and is charged (which happens often, especially on Monday and Tuesday when it also makes the guitar) to accompany you in the car before reaching the school Irina starting 15 minutes later. For this reason we are always in advance, we are often the first, as this morning. The snow began to fall and the thermometer did not want to rise above zero, but Irina would immediately leave the car, the thrill of white flakes in free fall the apron was running on empty school in wide circles, smiling and looking in high. I was holed up at her from a sheltered corner and did not hear my calls. Gradually, other children come and they also manifest joy in their own way. Accompanying them are parents and grandparents, all well known faces, even if I do not know the names of almost all of them. For this reason I began to associate the faces of the nicknames are easy to remember: "Clint", "Suspiria", "Surplus Balera", "Countess," "Olga" ... There is a whole meaning behind it is pointless to explain here. Irina is in first grade, they'll see the faces at least another four years so I have to get used to it.

Then there are all the household chores, shopping, bills to pay ... and of course the above advice. Whenever possible I try to work at home, but it is not always possible and sometimes I attend meetings that are held at the premises of my clients, or do I have to use equipment or facilities that can not take me home - already on my desk there's barely enough room to use the laptop without putting the mouse over knees, so much invaded the bells and whistles that would be better to throw away (the alarm clock Cattivik but no eh? that lasciatecela).

short Christmas 2010 will be the case. The prospects for the future are all things fair, I just need to call it all a bit 'in order, physical and mental.

See you next post. Meanwhile, I extend my greetings Merry Christmas and Happy 2011. Rejoice for another year because not post more than a fig!